It’s not worth it

In 2017, my daughter was being bullied in school. She had gotten diagnosed with depression. I got her counseling thru Medicaid and paid for outside counseling as well. I Thought all of this was helping her. One day she went to school and I received a call from the school saying that my daughter had cut herself needed to go to RACSB. I thought to myself what is going on thought what I did as a mom helped. Well, she got admitted to Snowden over 12 times for the same thing. She then got out and went to a family member's house took a live Instagram post of her taking her own pills. The police knocked at my door 8 times asking if my daughter was home I said no sir. They said well someone called us said ur daughter was on Instagram live taking her own pills. My heart dropped. I thought to myself please God don’t take my baby from me. I went to the family member’s house where my daughter was. You could tell she had taken something. She still suffers from depression but thank God she is still here. It’s a struggle but God kept my baby here.

Suicide is real just hope no one has to ever go thru this. It felt like someone had ripped my whole soul from me.

My baby is a survivor thanks to the Lord.